my story

2006-07-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

if i could then i would
i'll go wherever you will go
maybe i juz can't get over you
maybe your sweetness still lingers in my heart
maybe i juz miss the times we had together
maybe i juz miss the love we shared
but then again i never really had you
maybe i'm juz lost without you

2006-06-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

this is kinda late but first of all i would like to say happy birthday to the 3 buddies of mine. Same b'dae somemore sia

JRA mr ramba, bloody hell you were supposed to get drugged with that stupid dumb laxitives in the end i keena and u din get no shit, oh yea and thx for joining in with ian and all to pinch my nipps man, friends forever man, there's always next year anyway. Jap drives me nuts at times, but he's fun to be around with la. I was gonna say hope you like the shoe, but you went to change the shoe that we bought u! so erm, hope you like the new shoe...

lil L , stop following James with his Lil J shit man, stupid nigga wannabe's. Anyway have a hope u had fun that day man.

Seishen the monkey from hell, Stop punching me or i'll call animal control SEND U BACK TO THE ZOO!. Stop punching me ok! or i'll call animal control!!! i have to say that coz yer a bloody gorilla built of stones. Anyway seishen is like a bro to me man, thx for being around when i need someone to talk to man.Hope u enjoyed the party, although our good fren mr MOH had to give it away.

Sometimes it hard to do what your mind tells you, coz letting go is never easy

2006-05-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

You make my heart race uncontrollably when i see you
Its farny how much we can change our expectation from nothing to everything in such a flash
Its farny how shallowness can develop to in a blink of an eye
i've opened my heart to you
and i dare you to move

follow where yer heart takes you coz its better to not be loved than to not love at all

2006-05-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

Blackcurrent anybody??

2006-01-31T06:53:00.000-08:00

Some stupid stuffs we did at pasta mania and isaac's house
broken smile... stupid photos
haha oh yea! thomas is one bloody exhausted train man.... what a ride...

To sum it up we did a lil rendition of randsome letters remixed with backstreet boys and green day

2006-01-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

Woohooo!!! linkin park lookalike shot man!!!!
Fer-tau-fy is freakin fun man...
Anyways thanks for helpin me with de shots kim, i owe u one la... and dun even dream of lawries man!

Crazy aunty go away.... we had a crazy auntie that stalked us all de way while takin our shots coz she waas afraid we took shots of her and put it on de internet! i swear she was like some stupid zombie... some mad ass crazy woman!!!

2005-12-22T08:41:00.000-08:00

Why are people so narrow minded?
Why do people ever want others to live the lives they want?
Why is it all about pride and reputation
Why do you not think before u say anything?
It really beats me
Why can't you juz let me live my own farkin live
This is my life not yours
I dun even know where my home is
Kick me out when u dun want me
Take me in when u want me
Is this your perseption of a perfect home?

happy happy fun fun

2005-11-27T06:53:00.000-08:00

Went to cheekies on saturday with cheok and aarnesh, to celebrate nisa's b'dea....
1st of all happy b'dae gal!!!! Hope u had a great time tt day
Damn fun to go clubbin with u guys la... sit ard chill , tok so much cock.... mambo mambo
No more flaming lambo man i swear... bloody killer.....
Jonathon sent me a super retarded msg , yer in danger be careful....
Go screw yerself la johnny haha
I can't wait for wednesday...

i wanna

2005-11-23T08:45:00.000-08:00

I wanna tell you i love you
i wanna say i care
i wanna hold you when you fall
i wanna say i'm there
i wanna wipe your tears and kiss you on the forehead when you cry

You make me nervous everytime i stand before you
My whole world crumbles before you
Maybe it sounds crazy
Maybe its juz puppy love
Maybe i just can't stop thinkin of you

There's always some craziness in love , but there's also the reason for all this craziness

2005-09-27T18:32:00.000-07:00

Much has happened for the past few weeks
I came back from hockey camp which by the way was a killer! Nevertheless,it was freakin fun
Had a surprise b'dae party at my place
So damn farny man, all those retarded photos we took... Yea finally got de pictures after our auntie finally decided to upload de pictures...

I can't live up to be what you want me to be, i'll can never be
Deep down inside, i know you care for me and i'll always appreciate what you have done for me. You were always there when i needed you and i wish somenday i could do the same.

I was at my wit ends, driven to the wall, i never meant to hurt you,
I just hope you'd understand

2005-09-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

wednesday hockey camp!
Thursday Atika!( i hope)
We got shit load of stuff to do this hols!
i wanna get de bartender job, i bet my dad's so gonna freak out man
I juz got my phone back! yea!!! finally!

My bro's a real monkey now!
He's like de mornin rooster for me man i swear!
but its quite farny la

2005-09-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

its 3 mins to joey and chandini is forcin me to blog.... so here i am.... i'm bloggin now... chandini sux... have a nice day...

2005-08-28T05:44:00.000-07:00

thank you for the times T03
You guys rock totally man
I remember when we firsts stepped into CMM, everyone was juz so quiet and held back
Today we're juz one crazy bunch of monkeys!
I'm gonna miss all the times we had

2005-08-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

First of all I luv T03 man! u guys freakin rock man! i nvr stop laughin in class thx to all of yer!!!Hangin out with everyone is simply the highlight of school man!!

Anyways, met up with mr guru, james , crippled jap, seishen and jolene.....
DOTA rox!!!! Had so much fun hangin out with all of em. Anyways, u guys are bastards man!!!! think throwin my shoes and stuff all damn cool. I hope the pigeons shit on all of u

Anyways, kim stop tryin to suck up to raymond so much la, work so hard until u get sick, get well soon la

Dad's gonna kill tmr!!! i think he's gonna get some chopper and chop me up or smth... warnin letter... so screwed , oh wadever, i can run faster than him

2005-07-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

Oh my god! my love test is such a disaster!!! why must everyone know!!! is it so obvious!!! Can anyone of you at leasts pretend to be fooled!!!

Love test-know if you and yer crush are meant to be together

2005-07-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

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2005-07-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

Past few days have been so much fun man!
anyhow...i got to meet up with amanda and micky after such a long time man... Ok, why am i born in october man!! Can't my parents like boogey boogey earlier!! So i wunt haf to go thru all de damn trouble of gettin in man! Anyhow, i had so much fun with all of u man, prav, micky and amanda. And mich, sorry for wad happened ya. Oh yea at! u better go watch mr and mrs smith with me ok! i waitin dunno how many donkey years already. Everyday training one! But tennis gals are quite hot... too bad at is a guy...
Sentosa tmr !! So looking foward to it!

2005-07-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes u juz can't keep de ppl ard u....
flowers wither, nothin lasts forever. I juz realised how much of a fool i've been tryin to be their fren. Were u all ever my fren becoz u treated me like one or was it juz to get someone to fill in when u needed somebody, was it juz to get someone to mock at juz to get some thrills or simply to make use of. I dunt know
Would u all ever be there to pick me up if i fell?
i'm juz glad i snapped out of this
I never needed all of u and i still dont

work sux

2005-06-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

work sux i know!-blink 182
Hell yea work sux! journalism assignment is killin me!And i've got marketin to do. I'm havin tests in 2 weeks and whooohoooo! i'm gonna fail baby!
Ok this is actually not bad coz , its part of our planto fail together with all de 1st 3 months peeps so at de end of de year i can drop out of poly, de peeps in innova can retain and the other ppl can drop out and we can go back to 1st 3 months man!!!
C03 rox man! i luv de bitches in class!
i'm slackin in de middle of de nite... juz finished chattin with mahtani! i tell u ah , tok to this guy ah , wanna vomit blood man! Stupid black man.....
And kim's bein an idiot! she's freakin temptin me with food!!! So not tempted ok!!!!
i'm on diet!!!ok, i got tempted, went to find my ben and jerrries and my mom finished it !!!!
Cheese prata anybody?

2005-06-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

I do not want this poem to go too deep.I
t's premature, and love's too far away.
But there are things I feel the need to say
Rather than more days of silence keep.
I hope for you it's not too great a leap
To hear me talking to you in this way.
My fears sometimes my sentiments betray,
Telling me to put my thoughts to sleep.
Ever since we met I've thought of you
As something more than just a passing friend.
You seem so lovely, like a melody
That haunts me with the wisp of something true.
You haunt me still, and so I won't pretend:
I tell you this that you might think of me.

fragments of memories

2005-06-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

Whohoo! i love my blog baby! ppl if u wanna get a tag board dun.i repeat DONT ever use tag-board.com IT sux man.
KK , life has been quite a blast inpoly i must say, I felt quite bored in class initially but , well its gettin better and i'm startin to realise de peeps are super fun.
Alrighty, this is to all ex-innovians. First 3 months ppl.
I swear i miss all of you so much man. I gotta say , i never felt happier to be with all you guys man. It was truly a highlight of my life man. I miss the times when we will juz sit around in the canteen juz crapped lame jokes and talked about things like tralala and hao hao. The cranked up techno remix we did (keena jack you know). Batman video our lame ass make out pics in sentosa. Gettin my ass kicked in table tennis haha!
I miss all the horny khakis! Our president lindsay TWIN TOWER!! Hot mama!! Not only does she talk a shit load of trash , she a great listener
Andy and mel ma' bros. I swear hangin with u guys are so much fun. Andy and his crocked dick. Mel and his microconda. Our obsession with mommy's yea baby!
Havin kim as my fren was one of the bests things ever man. What would have happened if i din meet u in orientation man. I'd probably be stuck alone and have no companion , I miss the times when we juz chill and hung around each other, juz crappin in the canteen de rooftop.I'm so glad we were in de same class, besides mr yeos borin lectures , man yer gonna sleep in his class la!
Havin at as my lil bro , poor at always keena made fun by all of us a guy. Deep down she's really a sentimental gal la, but a super farny and retarded sentimental gal man
Superchar! she's got de biggest , roundest and most voluptious... eyes man!
Ting ting was my classmate too, although we din really tok till the end , but i really think she's damn cute la... my lil plastic sister!!!

the beggining

2005-06-17T07:12:00.000-07:00

cool bananas!